You know, I hate when life throws me curve balls. I wish I knew how to hit them gracefully. Unfortunately that isn't the style I have been blessed with. As a matter of fact it is the one I am still trying to obtain after 35+ years.
Curve balls include feeling like you are in limbo and can do absolutely nothing about it.
They include feeling betrayed by your best friend. Knowing you need to forgive, but the feelings are fresh and they hurt. I know you are supposed to get over things. How do people do it quickly? The pain is real, The hurt feels deep (sometimes those scrapes hurt worse than cuts.) I know that is what the atonement is for.
Sometimes I wish I were more graceful.
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